I LIED ...

How i wish i could cheer people up when they are sad .
Thats why i hate to make things worst and mostly tend to lie to make that person happy .
But one thing if the person knows im lying then the trust between the person and me will be lost forever. sigh why isit so hard to tell the truth ?

maybe im just scared to lose a friend ?losing just one friend to me is like very precious to me . idk ):

maybe im too soft hearted ? but i cant be mean to people . i just cant. cos i know myself that karma will hit back .

or maybe im just desperate to have a girlfriend that i cant accept the fact that the girls whom i like all doesnt like me back ? hah life, full of misteries which u wont get an anwer ever .

I shall hug all my bestfrends and be happy that they are my friends in my life !

without friends i guess i'll be crazy talking to myself alone .