bored laa oiii !!!

its gonna get bored starting from now. i tink i wont be online much heh.

i guess i miss someone hah .

idk i guess it all comes from my hols. kept tinking of my friend and wish i could share the fun i had with her . lols haha

am i falling in love? i tink ?

i still remember the way she jump infront of me like so happy telling me that she got into some kind of thing . i was like melted sia so cute !!! its damn cute i mean its the first time i see her doing that and it was so idk how put it in words im so lost lols .

but guess i wont be putting my hopes high again this time i'll just go with what i can get heh. she like someone already hah i aint gonna barge in. all i could think is that i need to have the concept of she seeing me as only a friend cos i know she can get better guys than me . haha

lucky nowadays ppl using tumblr and im with this deadblog only to myself lols .

I wish to have a big hug from you before u go ! :'(

i just hope that the night stars that she stares will alwaes be the stars i staring at too.

alryte i'll be gone then till next time :3 !


Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated

ITS ONLY been 3 days since she's gone and imma like a crazy person staring at lappy alone . FOREVER ALONE ! ):

oh and guess what ! i cant sleep yest thinking bout her ! sigh .

I just wish for this christmas that that she would hug me for the first time ever ! when she got back home to singapore ! ): Just a big long hug !


Tday 27/12/10

She just twitted saying she's coming back on tis fri ! Ohmy i cant wait ! im smiling all the way since i saw her twit . i guess the day she went abroad is the day i realised that im in love ? idk

But one things for sure im not a man who would cheats a girls feeling and i do not easily let go of a girl. cos i understand how it feels to be cheated :( Thats y i'll be loyal the girl whom i love !

Come back home !!! i really miss you so much ! ):

I LIED ...

How i wish i could cheer people up when they are sad .
Thats why i hate to make things worst and mostly tend to lie to make that person happy .
But one thing if the person knows im lying then the trust between the person and me will be lost forever. sigh why isit so hard to tell the truth ?

maybe im just scared to lose a friend ?losing just one friend to me is like very precious to me . idk ):

maybe im too soft hearted ? but i cant be mean to people . i just cant. cos i know myself that karma will hit back .

or maybe im just desperate to have a girlfriend that i cant accept the fact that the girls whom i like all doesnt like me back ? hah life, full of misteries which u wont get an anwer ever .

I shall hug all my bestfrends and be happy that they are my friends in my life !

without friends i guess i'll be crazy talking to myself alone .

HUGS !!!!

I just nid a BIG HUG everyday for atleast 5 mins and idk y but i just want it can ? ):