A brand new look
WELL tis blog is dead . so i suppose that im the only who reads this which is like my diary not dairy eh . now time is 2.34am and im still not sleepy -.-
ok well where shld i start . hmmm , ok im still single mingle to the dingle lols still searchin for the right one . well people said dun waste your time having gf cos it will waste your youth life but then in my opinion , i have not felt love yet for once in my life hence i tend to want to know more abt tis feeling , u can say im like jiwang or wtf . i dun giv a damn. well i hope to only meet a girl which will give me her attention as i am willing to do it for her too . maybe this is jus a teenage love where when we grow up and work , we break up due to conflicts or wad, it may be an experience of my life though . ppl say the feeling of pain in the heart when u broke ur relaptionship is so life threatening that the guy will do anyting irrational. but damn i wish i could have a girl , to really hug her tightly together . go out tgether . and y did i say all tis maybe my frends were usually bz or cant go out then it also become a prob to me sitting at home rottin -.-
there is a girl which whom i know , she will criticise me if i did not layan her or tok to her for a long time . well sumtimes i got bored to her actions which are so self centered. i hate it sia . jus bcos i talk to u nicely layan baik2 doesnt make me i like that girl , but on the other hand i dun want to dissapoint her aso , i jus chilland talk to her normally as i did , sigh idk maybe she like me ? but then i do not feel the love between us ): sorry
Also a frend of mine which i usually disturb her as my gf , sumtimes i feel like hugging her tightly jus for a day really2 tight , cos maybe i really nid a hug from a girl up till now i couldnt find , i aso dunnoe y , but maybe she has tat soft side which sumtimes i makes me happy, though she was just following to my actions playing as a gf , i sumtimes like to let out my probs to her even though she was heck care or wad , in the end i mean i still rely on her to "manja" arnd her , but then our intrest differs from each other like towards my way of thinking and her way of thinking ? but i dun care , she is small cute and to me cuddly i could carry her anywhere easily lols ,well even if i were to love her maybe i would not be accepted cos love is sumting which i cant force ryte, i aso did those tings that she hate and alwaes disturbs her in msn or anywhere and being irritating also, but i do really respect for what she had done , jus layan me all the way without complaining to me . and also how can i be her dream guy. she also have a taste of her own like those cute and hunky guys at her workplace or other place lols. hmm idk wad fate has in store for me XD but WTH i jus wish her to have a nice bf in in the future . and i also have confidence that she will succeed in her future life , thats a comfirm by looking at her personality.
hmm ok so stop abt those lovey2 jiwang stories ok .
now back to my skool and hobbies , well i have chosen digital photography module but then i dun have a camera yet lols nvm , i hope its gonna be a fun module . and aso my guitar skills have gotten rusty , i found a new friend , her name was nisa lols but not my secondary nisa tat one , she plays guitar too , well i wanted like mcm play guitar with her togher but idk how to say or tell her . sigh ): now is 3.11am sigh im still not sleepy yet cos i slept in the afternoon jus now .
well in the end of this story , for what i tink im still sticking to the idea where i want to get a gf in my teenange life, maybe jus bcos of her , i can do alot of things more better , maybe i will want to look good hence i will try to go gym lose some wights , and aso my studies too , if i study wif her maybe i got the motivation to study harder. it all comes to sumone i nid to rely on , i hope if i were to get a gf i hope that she giv me the attention as i will giv it to her also and when it comes to love im taking tis seriously , i'll take care of her properly as a real guy would do. so ok im done here till we meet again san tiger ! be happy bro !
basically im happy to listen to this song because this is the only song which i can sing to its tune . XD
ok well where shld i start . hmmm , ok im still single mingle to the dingle lols still searchin for the right one . well people said dun waste your time having gf cos it will waste your youth life but then in my opinion , i have not felt love yet for once in my life hence i tend to want to know more abt tis feeling , u can say im like jiwang or wtf . i dun giv a damn. well i hope to only meet a girl which will give me her attention as i am willing to do it for her too . maybe this is jus a teenage love where when we grow up and work , we break up due to conflicts or wad, it may be an experience of my life though . ppl say the feeling of pain in the heart when u broke ur relaptionship is so life threatening that the guy will do anyting irrational. but damn i wish i could have a girl , to really hug her tightly together . go out tgether . and y did i say all tis maybe my frends were usually bz or cant go out then it also become a prob to me sitting at home rottin -.-
there is a girl which whom i know , she will criticise me if i did not layan her or tok to her for a long time . well sumtimes i got bored to her actions which are so self centered. i hate it sia . jus bcos i talk to u nicely layan baik2 doesnt make me i like that girl , but on the other hand i dun want to dissapoint her aso , i jus chilland talk to her normally as i did , sigh idk maybe she like me ? but then i do not feel the love between us ): sorry
Also a frend of mine which i usually disturb her as my gf , sumtimes i feel like hugging her tightly jus for a day really2 tight , cos maybe i really nid a hug from a girl up till now i couldnt find , i aso dunnoe y , but maybe she has tat soft side which sumtimes i makes me happy, though she was just following to my actions playing as a gf , i sumtimes like to let out my probs to her even though she was heck care or wad , in the end i mean i still rely on her to "manja" arnd her , but then our intrest differs from each other like towards my way of thinking and her way of thinking ? but i dun care , she is small cute and to me cuddly i could carry her anywhere easily lols ,well even if i were to love her maybe i would not be accepted cos love is sumting which i cant force ryte, i aso did those tings that she hate and alwaes disturbs her in msn or anywhere and being irritating also, but i do really respect for what she had done , jus layan me all the way without complaining to me . and also how can i be her dream guy. she also have a taste of her own like those cute and hunky guys at her workplace or other place lols. hmm idk wad fate has in store for me XD but WTH i jus wish her to have a nice bf in in the future . and i also have confidence that she will succeed in her future life , thats a comfirm by looking at her personality.
hmm ok so stop abt those lovey2 jiwang stories ok .
now back to my skool and hobbies , well i have chosen digital photography module but then i dun have a camera yet lols nvm , i hope its gonna be a fun module . and aso my guitar skills have gotten rusty , i found a new friend , her name was nisa lols but not my secondary nisa tat one , she plays guitar too , well i wanted like mcm play guitar with her togher but idk how to say or tell her . sigh ): now is 3.11am sigh im still not sleepy yet cos i slept in the afternoon jus now .
well in the end of this story , for what i tink im still sticking to the idea where i want to get a gf in my teenange life, maybe jus bcos of her , i can do alot of things more better , maybe i will want to look good hence i will try to go gym lose some wights , and aso my studies too , if i study wif her maybe i got the motivation to study harder. it all comes to sumone i nid to rely on , i hope if i were to get a gf i hope that she giv me the attention as i will giv it to her also and when it comes to love im taking tis seriously , i'll take care of her properly as a real guy would do. so ok im done here till we meet again san tiger ! be happy bro !
basically im happy to listen to this song because this is the only song which i can sing to its tune . XD
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