Wednesday, February 24, 2010

a new day to begin

Well its been a long times since i updated tis dusty old blog , i wonder if my blogskin has grasses , comfirm by now will be damn long aredy the rumput2... k well erm toking about how am i, im fine , cant wait to go to skool ! hahas. and i want long2 hair aso ! im left with half a march to spend my hols and the rest of it i spent it on working . My wish really came true but the other one didnt ... i wish to pass my o lvls between 15- 20 and i got 19 pts... syukur... and ano one was a partner... up til now i couldnt get ... nvm when there is still hope i wont giv up my Mary Jane .

I have also found out sumting intresting abt ppl and their problems ... those ppl wif problem and could not tend to their parents will go to their friends and ask for advice and those who could ask advice from their parents will tend to keep their probs a secret to their frends... and im the one who tells ppl my probs , bcos of bro having relation if other girl buat prangai then im also been lectured ,saying tt lau ade pmpan tros habis smua smpi tk igt dunia tk igt fam... but they are wrong , not me im not like tt , not like him which does not think ahead . i tink for the future , sumtimes i tink wad ppl tink on their minds . For eg , in msn , evryday u tok to ur frend and everytme u online u will tok to them , but then sumtimes i tink tt im disturbing them and i feel like im pestering them to tok to me .

And also if i have a girl , would i be putting my girl first or my fam, of course family and y did i say tt , if my girl were happen to be my wife in the future , she is in my family now and im putting her first than my friends...but nowadays looks are more important , then attitude ... and tats WAD MAKEs me have low self confidence , im not handsome, im black and fat , hence to me fate isnt in my hands its the girl who i want has it , she has the decision to accept me... i am so scared to tell mary jane wads inmy heart ... im scared we'll nvr tok or go out again ever... but sumtimes she gives me hope which brightens me up and sumtimes i felt tt am i really disturbin her by txting , msn , and other tings , sumtimes i wanted to tok to her otp but im scared im too boring and disturbing her again... i dun like to dsturb ppl tats y i dun tok to ppl first, i would rather them toking to me ... but then ppl mistaken it by thinking im not friendly and ego or wad... well i wish they knew...Wads my wish left is i want my Mary Jane but she is more beautiful than spidermans Mary jane...

HOPES NEVER DIE until she is taken ... then i wont ever disturb her relationship... Nvr would i want to crush peoples relationship , it causes hatred n sadness and all the bad tings...